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IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER
( By Erma Bombeck )
I would have invited friends over to dinner if the carpet was stained and sofa faded.
I would have eaten the popcorn in the GOOD living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up! On a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I wasn't there for the day.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I's have cherished every moment realizing that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.
When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said , " Later, now go get washed up for dinner ."
There would have been more ' I Love You's ' and ' I'm Sorry's ' but mostly given another shot at life, I would seize every minute ........ Look at and really see it ........ live it. And never give it back.
Here is an angel sent to watch over you.
Pass this on to five women that you want watched over. If you don't know five women one will do just fine.
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[26 Oct 2005|01:45pm] |
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Well nothing majorly exciting to update APART FROM .... I SAW AND MET THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!
OMG the concert was just pure fantastic! LOL and obviously as everyone knows it's kinda my new obsession LMAO well ok not exactly all them, just a random member .. think he goes by the name AJ ( Alexanda James Mclean ) hehehe RARRNESSS the sexy ness of him is just unreal! And when I met him ' Helloooo ' Awww he was sweet and the last words he spoke to me were .. ' Hey sweetie, Love you ' OMG I was sooo close to passing out .. seriuosly!!
Apart from seeing them in Dublin and having a fantastic time in Dublin with the lasses, I've done nout exciting to be honest like.
Oh I went to see a consultant a few weekes ago about ' Lupus ' just a random talk really to basically make me aware of symptoms and that. After this wee bit will be the letter that has just been sent to me this morning, It is a copy that was sent to my GP.
Thank you for referring this young lady who's aunt I saw last month. As you are well aware, her mother died earlier this year after routine surgery from the complications of Lupus which had been diagnosed only a couple of months previously.
Victoria is entirley asymptomatic with evidence for joint pain, recurrent mouth ulcers, eye problems, skin rashes of photosesnsitivity, no chest or abdominal pain or lymphadenopathy.
She has had enormous difficulty in coping with the death of her mother and she has not really come to terms with it. Things do seem to be improving now, but she still gets tearfull and she did go through a phase of flashbacks to her mothers illness. She was not sleeping as a result of this, but this is now also improving.
We have had a discussion about the fact that Lupus can run in families, although it is not strictly a genetically inherited disease. What is inherited is the tendency to a potential to develop Lupus on encounting key enviromental stimuli. I have pointed out that Lupus is 10 times more common in woman than men.
She is asymptomatic at the present time and I understand that you undertaken baseline bloods which were normal. I think at this point therefore, no further investigation is likley to be helpful and certainly there are no tests wich are predictive of whether or not she will become symptomatic in the furture.
I have stressed to her that if she develops any unexplained joint pains, chest or abdominal pains, persistent ulcers, photosensitivity or any other unusual symptoms, then she should report immediatley to her general practitioner or to us and it will be highly appropriate at that time, baring in mind the family history that she should be fully investigated for the possibility of Lupus at that time.
I have not arranged to see her again routinely, but we wull be happy to see her at anytime including at short notice should the need arise.
There ya go that was the letter recieved this morning by that consultant.
Anyway that is basically all I have to update at the moment.
Take Care everyone
Love Vickey xxx
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[28 Sep 2005|03:48pm] |
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Well as always I have done absolutley sod all today, I swear I needed to rest man.
Yesterday everything went well with having the wisdom tooth out, Ahh it was class being sedated, Oh and you all proud? I went in th room on me own and I had a needle on me own too * lol * anddddd I had a needle in me mouth too, But I was sedated at that point so I didn't feel a thing * lol *
I can't really remember that much of it all apart from near the end as they asked me if I wanted to keep the tooth?? ( FREAKS ) No way though I didn't keep it * LOL *
Aftr that part all's I remember was that I was crying hahahaha, Why? I don't have the foggiest? LMAO! I'm weird I know.
i gt home yesterday afternoon, I was meant to rest and that but I went to the shop for some mags and ciggies, even though I was told not to have any for a fewdays ( AS IF ) but I'm being good though .... NOT lol I'm still smoking, seen as though I can't exactly eat wich I'm not bothered with.
I came upstairs at about 3pm came online and that as yer do lol and I remember turning ' Holby City ' on at 4pm then the next thing I knew it was nearly 7pm! I had slept all the way through, I must have needed it somehow lol, Then I was asleep again just before midnight last night and I woke up at 9.45am this morning.
WOOOHOOOOO it's getting closer to the weekend! I'm well excited like!!
That's all I will post at the moment as I can't be arsed to post anything else :p * lol *
Love Vickey xxx
p.s. LOL at the hyper smilie thingie hahahahahahahahahahaha .......
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[26 Sep 2005|08:56pm] |
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Well apart from updating the other day, I have done sod all apart from work all weekend and today .. wooo what a life eh?? * lol *
Anyway tomorrow I'm off to the dental hospital finally to have me wisdom tooth out and my two fillings done, but I'm being sedated as I have a horrid fear of needles, at least I can't see the needle going in my hand where as I can in my mouth like lol, But I'm still shitting myself, basically the thought of being sedated, just brings back things ya know and I ain't looking forward to it.
Ok I have nout else to write at the moment * shakes head * Noooooo!!!
WOOOOHOOOOO 4 days till the weekend!!
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Well I've nothing exciting latley to be honest. And I don;t anything exciting comming up .... Ohh I lie lol Jackie is comming to mine next friday for the Donny Osmond concert and a HUGE piss up weekend * lol *
I went to see Westlife yesterday, I was a bit miffed by the whole event but hey that's life for ya!
Mark was lovely bless him trying to do about 10,001 things at once, Shane was on a high horse being ignorant which there was no need for and Kian lol he just diverted through the fans and made a runner for the bus hehehe, Bless Nicky though he flew back home to attend a family funeral. Had a good chat with Dave, Aww bless him he was nice for a change, himself and the driver were taking the piss outa me accent, LMAO and Mark as soon as I started talking to him he turned round and was like ' ALREEEEEET ' Ahh I had to cross me legs in fear of having an acident LMAO!
Ohh and Dave was taking the piss outa some fans who where there or had been there that day at both of the Scottish radio stations.
After the bit 5 mins the done whatever I headed straight to the bar with Emma as I had over an hour to wait for my train home and OMG what a journey that was. I decided to sit in the ' quiet coach ' just for a bit peace as me head was banging.
Anyway it was all quiet apart from every now and the the person was announcing what station we were arriving at next, then there was this wifey sat oppisite me and then this person came on the tannoy and announced ' Ohhh the person who is on the train with a pet Hamster could they please come up to the food part and collect the HAMSTER, someone come and get this hamster NOOOWWWWWW ' Ahhh seriously I had to dash straight to the loos after that too, it was just sooo funny, not the kind of thing you expect to hear like lol.
Anyway today I'm doing sod all to be honst, Oh I might go to the shopping centre and buy a few photo frames for my Westlife pics that I had printed off yesterday and I had a nice one of Mark signed, even though bless he couldn't get the pen working bless him lol.
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Well out much exciting to discuss in here today, i've had pretty much a lazy morning as I had a right stomping headache last night in work, and it lasted till this afternoon, I didn't have a huge lie in, I was awake at 9:30 but I ended up going back to sleep for an hour just to shift the headache, at last it has gone!
Marie ( my cousin ) rang me today asking if I could go out the weekend after my birthday instead of the weekend before hand, but she wouldn't tell me why she was just well adamant about it, but eventualy she screamed at me lol saying ' We have booked you a party fire engine for your birthday, just to make it a bit special for you ' god bless her that is such a lovely idea, so I have to try and get some shifts swopped in work so I can go and party in the fire engine * lol *.
Had a HUGE arguemeant with my dad today, as he had finalised the headstone we were having for my mam and the text with out even telling me, everyone else knew about it but me, so I wasn't very happy about that like, he was like ' Well I showed you which one I wanted ' bloody hell he has showed me loads so how was I supposed to know wich one he chose?
Infact now as I type this there is a bloke downstairs he is from the headstone company, taking the order as I will put it off my dad and about what text we are having on it, he said that we can have another text on the bottom of the stone wich will be free of charge, my dad came up and asked me what I wanted on, bloody hell what was I meant to say to that? I don't have a clue it's not the easiest thing to think of, so I told him to ring my aunty Kath ( my mam's sister ) to ask her she is betteratdeciding these things than me like.
Ahh well that's all I have to put in here as I ain't really done anything today, well apart from I have been on my hands and knees scrubbing that bloody bathroom as it was disgusting! But it is lovely and clean now though thank god!
Hope everyone is doing alright
Take Care
Vickey xx
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WOOHOO get me doing my room LOL I don't have a clue where I got the actual energy from like to do so? lol
Anyway it was weird doing it, as I ain't really done it since my mam died, I have been too bone idle and lazy, I just needed to kick me self up the arse really! at least at the moment the top half of my room looks well nice and clean and it smells nice and clean ( not that it smelt minging by the way lol ) I just had to get it all sorted as the sky people are comming tomorrow and I am getting sky in me room so at least I will not be bored with bloody footy or wrestling lol.
I'm feeling quite happy today for some reason? Why I don't know, but it is a good thing anyway instead of moping round the house well my room feeling sorry for myself! It's just no good to feel like that. It's only when I am home that i feel like this when i am at work I'm fine but home I just feel lost and lonely, but today I'm ok for once lol
LOL get me going on and on again! I bet people who read this think " Jesus life here she fucking goes again " lol and quite frankly I don't blame ya's like.
I'm listening to my Westlife - Turnaround album, it has been ages ince I have listend to this but it's making me happy, I'm singing along like a reet trooper lol god help what people are thinking outside or the neighbours as I have my window wide open music blaring and me singing lol. It's all good I tell ye! :p
Anyway I hope that everyone is doing fine and dandy, I'm off now to finish the shit hole off then get showered and go to work as I am on nightshift again tonight! damn work! lol and I must be a reet MUG to agree!
Take Care Peep's
Love Vickster xxx
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1. What is your current ringtone?
Just some random tone that came with the phone
2. What is your current wallpaper?
A picture of me and Manda in a Dublin nightclub ( kinda drunk lol )
3. Do you own a picture phone?
Yes
4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
It was of a lad called Jon who I used to work with as I ahdn't seen him for about a year or more.
5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message says:
Is that why you didn't answer your phone cos your music is too loud! lol
6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
Not that many on here I would say about 30
7. Go to your missed calls. 5th missed call...who is it?
My cousin, Marie
8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Amanda last night
9. What service do you have?
O2
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service battery?
2
11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
I don't use the speed dial thingie.
12. Do you have voicemail?
Yes
13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:
2
14. Who do you call the most?
Marie or Amanda
15. How many text messages do you get a month?
I get 300 free text's a month
16. Can you send pictures?
No as I unlocked the phone to another network
17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
LOL I don't know?
18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?
LMAO! you nutter! We have aliens on here. I forgot how shite and boring nightshift was!
19. What about the 15th?
Oh I didn't know you rang sorry. I will go get the phone now, I wonder where me dad is? lol. x
20. Who's the last person that you called?
Amanda
22. Last person that texted you?
Amanda
23. Last person you added to your contacts?
Helen, A lass that works nightsift in my place.
24. How many minutes are on your plan?
I don't have a plan
25. Do you like your phone?
Nah it's shite, I just can't make my mind up on two phones that I would like to have.
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Feeling a bit better today more tired than anything else though as I was on nightshift last night, which was kinda good as it got to take my mind off things for a while, well it was well over 12 hours as I finished work and I went to a work friends house and had a drink ( yes alcohol at just after 8 in the morning lol ) but never mind we all had a laugh. I returned home at about 12 midday, made some breakfast and finally went to sleep at about 1:30pm. I only had 6 hours it's kinda like I'm going back to like I was before just short sleeps on a night, which is no good for anyone but what can I do? I am not going to the doctors as there is no way on this earth I'm being given anti-depressants and sleeping tablets, I have had sleeping tablets before and they make you worse than anything, but not to worry I won't be getting any.
More than anything these days I'm full of anger more than crying, I don't take it out on anyone though, infact I do't take it out on anything, I just try and let pass by me, what's the point in breaking anything? It won't help at all.
It's like I have well still am in denial about things, feel numb as if I'm in this huge day dream and I'm going to wake up any moment. But I know thats not true though as much as I wish it wasn't but hey what can be done?
I'm also full of answers too .. ' Why did she die? ' .. ' Why did she wake up that tuesday and never again? That is the main thing that is getting to me now like, How come she woke up the second day she was in critical care and never woke up again, Why did that have to happen? Why didn't we all get a chance to say goodbye properly to her, tell how much I loved her, Yeah I know she knew how much we all loved her but it would have been nice to tell her just that one last time.
as she in pain when they turned all the machines off? Tht's still another thing that haunts me till this day as to be honext none of us are going to know are we?
Why couldn't she have just been a better fighter and made it through? As you can tell it's all mainly ' WHY? ' But no one has the answers n one ever will have them, I wish someone did but I know no one will ever have them.
And as for friends .... loads of my best friends from home, well they just don't really give a shit ... ok that was harsh I know they do but they seem to tip toe round you, never really ring you anymore ask you to do things and when they do they feel obliged too, and when you do go out all's you get off them all night is ' Cheer up man! Wat's up with you? ' For fucks sake is no one allowed to be a bit quiet when your out anymore like? Just coz your not off your face pissed as a fart and not dancing like a looney with them, Doesn't mean you gonna burst out crying every 5 mins, AND another ting that pisses me off with one friend, I have been out a few times since with her, and the first tim I went out with Wendy since me mam died was the night of her funeral, I had a few drinks ( well ok far too many ) your emotions just take over and obviously your gonna cry! Anyway back to the point, everytime we go out she always says ' No crying tonight ok ' ARGH I could just punch her in the fucking face! I don't go out to cry in self pity after a few drinks, Bloody hell I have been so good I can't remember the last I cried after a drink and especially in a pub? ... That's enough of that like as I'm getting me self a tad worked up and there is no point really is there?
It looks like I have well and truely blabbed on but I just had to let that bit out of me.
Vickey xx
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[07 Aug 2005|06:29pm] |
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It's been a while since I have updated this thing, I keep forgetting I had, wich I shouldn't really as I know I can write everything down here that i am feeling, wich at the moment seems alot.
Why does life have to be so unkind? I swear and I don't know why though, but I have never felt so lonley in my whole life, ever since my mam went to sleep for good, it just feels as if I am on my own, no one here to talk to or anything, I know I have some fantastic friends I can chat to all the time and tell them how I am feeling, but it just doesn't feel the same as in wanting to just sit and talk away to your mam and get a cuddle off her, that's basically all I want is a cuddle.
Actually that is all I am going to update as I think I will get into this too deep and I just can't be bothered at the moment.
Jesus I miss her soo much that it hurts.
Vickey xx
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Hey everyone, OMG it has been what 3 months since I last updated this ... well as a lot of you all know quite a lot has happened to me within the last 3 months! I will just copy and paste ahuge post I made on MBuzz as I seriosly can't be going through with typing it all out again, I'm not strong enough to be honest.
So here it goes ...
Back in feburary my mam was diagnosed with cancer in her ovaries and something caled Lupas, Which attacks the white blood cells in you blood and attacks all your main organs, but it could take up to years for it to attack one of them.
At the begining of may she went in to hospital to have a hysterectomy wich she had done on the 7th of may, i wen into hospital on the saturdayafter finishing work early to see her, She was doing great, well apart from being a bit sore wich i expected, Infact I expected her to be a bit worse but thank the lord she wasn't.
Late sunday night ( the 8th of may ) basically early hours of sunday morning she was took to critical care and she wasn't able to breathe herself. She was put on a breathing ventilator on 100% oxygen as her lungs wern't working at all, It was an awfull sight when I went in to see her, I would never wish that on anyone.
All of the family were took into a family room, the doctor came to speak to us and basically said that we had to prepare for the worst as they thought she would never make during the day let alone the night.
Thank god she made it through the night, We went back in as soon as we were allowed to on the tuesday, and she was kinda responding to us talking o her, she moved her head and opened her eyes when my dad spoke to her, wich was brilliant. Obviously we had to leave at a certain time so she could have an hour and a halfs rest. I went home with my uncle to get some food and drinks for us all and by the time we got back to the hospital my dad was running down the corridoor screaming ' She's awake ' that was the best news I had heard withing those 24 hours. I scrubbed up and went down the ward to see her, she was sat up and trying to talk, but she still had the breathing tubes in, even though she was breathing for herself they had to give her a little help.
She was asking why she was there and we told her that she had been very poorly and that she only had the tubes in to help her breathe a little bit as she wasn't able to breathe 100% on her own.
She new what date it was as it was her mams birthday that day ( 10th of may, my nana's ) wich was also a good sign.
She even asked me what time it was lol as she was missing her saops, she was a right sopa addict, the nurses even went and got a telly for her so that she could watch it bless them.
We even had a laugh as one of the nurses was going to get something and she said ' I'll be right bacl Karen I'm just going to get ( whatever she said I can't remember ) ' and my mam lifted her good hand up and waved, Vicki the burse was like ' Ohhh I get a wave ' and i said to my aunty Kath ( my mams sister ) ' Yeah it won't be long till she is doing this ' and i stuck my fingers up, but only so my aunty could so though. My mam wasn't even facing me and she knew what i had done as sheturned her head and stuck her fingers up to me with a huge smile on her face, wich I have never laughed so loud at.
The next day we went in to see her and they had to fully sedate her again as she was coughing loads and being sick and was bringing the tubes up with that and she was getting distressed.
She never really woke up again after that.
They put my mam on a blood dialasis machine it was very very similar to a kidney dialasis machine. That was to help get the oxygen circulating through her blood properly and it was cleaning it out too, with having that machine on they were putting my mam on to her stomach fo several hours at a time so that everything was circulating round properly. They done that at least three times, it seemed to kinda work the first two times.
Some days she would kinda move her eyes and her eyebrows as if to say ' I know you's are here ' wch always seemed like a good sign to me.
I used to wait till the nurses had washed my mam down then I would go in and creamher body down with baby cream, as she loved that and always took good care of her skin.
We had a few knock backs where the doctors would say oh she has a few hours left blah blah blah, but she always used to fight through that and kinda prove them wrong.
On monday the 16th of may we were told that basically she would not last the day out as she had started to go in to renal failure, and her organs were slowly but surely failing. That seemed like the hardest day of my life, but true enough she proved them wrong and lasted the whole day and night.
We went back into the hospital the next day, and a doctor took the family n to the small room again, but this time I stayed with my mam and creamd her arms and face down.
The doctor said he would like to try one last thing on her it was chemo, it would have took 2 - 7 days o see if it had started to help, but if she had come through it she would have been stuck in the house 24/7 on a breathing machine and a kidney dialasis machine. I didn'y want them to try it as I knew she had given up, plus my mam was disables to start with, she was left paralyesed down her left side due to a stroke 20 year ago when she was 27, and she hated the way she was to start with let alone being stuck in the house 24/7.
My dad agreed to it and they started that off on the afternoon.
The next day me and my uncle Kieron ( my mam's brother ) told my dad to have a day off as he was sooo tired bless him.
We went to the hospital the next day and we were waiting in the waiting room as the nurses were busy with my mam. Within about half an hour a nurse came up and took us to the family room once again so that the doctor to could have a chat to us. He was saying th they were taking another x-ray of my mams lungs as nothing had changed within my mam, so we asked if we needed to get the family and he said no, not yet, wait till I get the x-ray back and see what shows. Within minutes of the doctor leaving, the nurse came back up to say that my mam had deteriorated a little bit, so I asked if I could see her and she was like yeah sure.
As soon as I got near her bed I opened the curtains, just one look at her face said it all, I just ran straight back out, I knew she was gone there and then, Her eyes were fixed her mouth was wide open and her face was purple. ( I work in a nursinghome so its kinda something I see everyday ).
The nurse came after me whilst my uncle was ringing round the whole family to tell them to come in.
I told the nurse that I knew he had gone and she was saying that the doctor wanted to turn my mam back on to her stomach for an hour o see if that would help, All's I wanted to do was scream and shout as I knewshe had gone and there was no point in pro-longing the suffering. But it was doctors orders after I begged him not to. My mam was turned on to her stomach for last and final hour, after that hour was up they turned her back on to her back and we were told there was nothing else they could do, god bless them they were all so wonderfull.
They then turned her breathing off 100% oxygen to the normal air we were breathing, then slowly but surely turned it off, that was at 4:55, then sadly at 5pm she passed away.
I know she is in peace now but I still want her home with me, Jesus I love her sooo much and I miss her sooo much its soo hard and I know I'm not coping well at all, I'm trying to get on with things the best I can too.
On friday the 27th of May, my was laid at rest, she had such a wonderfull service at the roman catholic church, and a brilliant turn out at the cemetry where my nana ( my mams mam ) my mams nana and my sister is burried.
We could not have asked for such a brilliant turn out and the weaher was really kind to us also, it was a beautifull sunny day.
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Heya! Yeah I'm actually updating once again LOL!
Anyway, Late this evening had some quite bad news, It will take a while to sink in but ya know .....
My mam had loads of tests done in febuary, She finally got some of her results back and she has to go back in to hospital on the 3rd of may to have some cancerous cysts removed from her ovaries and she has to have half of her bowel removed also. As soon as her immune system is back up and she is kinad fully recovered she will start a course of chemotherapy, I don't know how long she will be on this, But obviously as long as need be.
I don't think it has fully sunk in with my mam, But I know that it certanly hasn't sunk in, I just feel ..... well I dunno to be honest, It's strange to describe.
Well I dunno what else to write as I feel well confused, Why? I dunno??
So I will sign off for now.
Take Care
Love Vickster xxx
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OK, So I haven't updated this for a while as I totally forgot about it, Had far too much goin gon latley and obviously the main thing I have been doing is WORKING!!! * LOL *
Anyway, I have noticed I can't view many people's LJ's, Maybe because I haven't added ya's all on as friends, Which I know people may have told me how to add many of times, But I have forgot, So if anyone could kindly tell me how I will get adding people ASAP :0)
Take Care All
Love Vickster xxx
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Ok, So i took this from Vicky's LJ lol but its a bit fun anyway .. Love Vickster xx
[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal.
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[22 Jan 2005|12:32pm] |
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Hiya. Yeah its been a while since i last updated but i have been well busy with work as always !! LOL Anyway as i mentioned in another post something about me mam having this thing that begins with an ' L '... Well itis caled Loopus and it is an abnormality of you blood ( well something around those lines anyway ) im not 100% sure on it to be honest, but i need to find out more info on it, as i have to be tested for it, and speaking of that they need to hurry ip and send my appointment card out, as the longer they tale, the more and more i will chicken out hehehehehe...
Speaking of Needles! lol i was in work the other day and the nurses were taking bloods lol, i had to leave the room like as i went white and felt me head going all funny lol, i know needles don't hurt like but i have this pure fear of them and its awfull .. Aww well i must be a freak LOL!
Anyway i don't really have anything else to say as im now doing me hair as im off to Newcastle with Gemma so i can find a new coat! :p
Take care
Lots a Love
Vickster xxx
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[14 Jan 2005|08:20pm] |
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Well there ain't really that much to say to be honest ... had a pretty shite day at work, one of the essies pssed away this morning bless his little soul, and there is another one who is slowly going, well to be honest i wouldn't be surprised if she was still here in the morning god bless her. She is absolutley lovely and it is soo sad seeing her like that, I can't leave her room without crying as it brings back some memories for me :(
Anyway enough of that morbid stuff, It's enough to put anyone in to depression .... :p
Well it's bed time for me now as i have work all weekend HOW EXCITING!! lol
Night night Sleep tight
Love Vickster xxx
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[13 Jan 2005|11:25pm] |
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Well hello there!
Nothing exciting has really happend today to be honest .... just been catching up on some work wich is well boring but it has to be done though!
My mam was back at the hospital today ( as most of you know she was in for nearly 2 weeks before christmas ) and i've told her she needs to get herself a permanent bed in ther! LOL ! Anyway she has a burst blood vessle on the right side of her face, something to do with her cheek/jaw bone not being connected properly? How that has happened god only knows! Anyway she has to go back next week and she might have to be kept in to have another operation, bless her .
She was at the hospital a few days ago, and i was with her, i can't remember exactly what the name of this thing is but i know it begins with an L, anyway whilst i was there i was arguing black and blue with the doctorsas i have to have some blood tests to be tested to see if i have this thing that begins with and L, its something to do with the different blood cells and it does cause heart attacks and strokes, and i don't really want to get it done, i know i have to it's just the fact that i have a right horrible fear of needles, they don't hurt that's one thing i know, it's just argh i dunno? im shit scared of them! But the doctors were saying that me brothers are at the right age to have theirs done and me too, but hey my younger brother is 19 and im 25 this year, don't ya think i should have had those tests a few years ago?? evilness!
Right that's all i really have to post on here at the moment, as im off to bed coz i'm on a cover shift tomorrow at work as 2 people are not going to be in, so once again it's meant to be my friday off and i'm having to go in! But i'm only staying in till 5 though.
Oh and one last thing Vicky has gone away to Goa this evening, well she will still be in the airport at the moment, but the jammy mare is off on a nice holiday for two week, i hope they all have a fabbie time :D And she asked me to keep you all updated as she is gonna be texting me when she is there, so i will do as soon as she texts me :D
Night night all
& sweet dreams
Love Vickster xxx
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[13 Jan 2005|02:38am] |
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Ahhhhh it's sooo late and i really can't get back o sleep!
I have watched literally everything that has been on telly .... and my life there has been some crap on like!! LOL These adverts are getting well annoying now, we need some funny ones instead of seeing all these ' HEALTHY ' ones hehehehe...
Oh i think i'm gonna head back to bed now and try and get some decent sleep before i get woke up at 6! as i know i will here me mam and dad screaming at Karl to get outa bed ( he is my step brother for anyone who didn't know ) things ya have to put up with lol..
Nighty night
Love Vickster xxx
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[12 Jan 2005|06:27pm] |
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Hello there to anyone who may be reading this ..... it has took me forever to finally sign up for an LJ, but never mind now i have finally done it with the help of me lovely ickle mate Vicky :o)
Well this will be the shortest entry that my LJ will ever have, I'm just gonna go and get the hang of things then i will be all sorted :D
Take Care everyone
Love Vickey xxxx
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